30th of December

Dear Vincent,

It's been a while since I write a letter to you. So many things have happened...

I gained 10 lbs because of the Christmas season. Charot!
Your mum didn't allow you to go back to Korea.
You weren't able to download Skype.
You went out with your office mates.
We spent Christmas together.
We had an awkward moment because we don't want to fight.
We spent lots of time together. <3

I love you so much baby. I'm so blessed to have you.

Love,
Karla

23rd of December

Dear Vincent,

I bet you're having a good day today. I woke you up with some pics. ayyy!

I'm sad today because of the bad news about my inaanak. I'm also sad because of what you feel about your dad. I wanna be there with you to make you feel better. I'm sad when you are sad.

I wanna be with you soon. I love you darling.

Love,
Karla

20th of December

Dear Vincent,

I thank God that you opened up to me. I'm sorry that you thought that I'm not listening to you. I'm really listening love. I'm so sorry :(

I really feel bad right now.

Love,
Karla

19th of December

Dear Vincent,

We just **** **** hahaha!

Finally! You woke up early! I was really sad when I wasn't able to wait for you to wake up yesterday.

Babe, I wasn't able to finish this letter because of the fire alarm. I was really scared. I love you.

Love,
Karla

18th of December

Dear Vincent,

I'm thankful that we have a short but sweet conversation this morning. Mornings are really great when I'm with you.

I was really sick last night. I got scared when you said that you're really tired of us. I understand that you're just tired and upset. What hurt me most is when you said that you can't feel happiness anymore and that you see our relationship as stress. :(

I want to let you know that you always make me happy. I always have time for you. I appreciate all your sacrifices for me, my love. I'm sorry if you don't feel it. I'll be more appreciative.

I love you so much baby. We can make this work.

Love,
Karla

17th of December

Dear Vincent,

I thank God for your safe journey yesterday. I'm glad that you're now with you family. I just want you safe.

Today, we are both sick. LOL. I hope we get better tomorrow. I feel bad that we don't talk these past few days. I feel that you're so far away from me again. I feel sad.

I love you babe.

Love,
Karla

15th of December

Dear Vincent,

We haven't talked much today. I'm really worried baby. I have no idea if you're on your way to LA now or you're still stuck in China. I miss you babe. I just want you safe.

Love,
Karla

13th of December

Dear Vincent,

Happy 13th month yesterday! I remember! LOL.
I love you so much baby love! We are really blessed to have each other.

Love,
Karla

11th of December

Dear Vincent,

I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu! (even when you're super grumpy yesterday)

I was really sad yesterday. I'm glad we are talking now. I really feel bad that you have to stay in the airport lounge. I wonder if you already took a bath. LOL. I'll kiss and hug you even if you're smelly, that's how much I love you. Hahahaha!

A representative from China Eastern went here earlier. She gave the passports of the Pastors with visa. They're going to China on Monday! HUHUHU! I wish I can come with them. But in my mind, I really hope you're not in China by that time.

I can't imagine what you're going through. I'm sorry for all of these. If only I could trade places with you, I would. I love you so much.

Love,
Karla

10th of December

Dear Vincent,

We haven't talk much yesterday and today. Last night you said that you only have $10 left. I'm really worried about you.

It hurts that I can't do anything to help you. I'm so sorry for all these things. I'm praying for your safety. It doesn't matter now if you go here or not. What matters is that you go home safe.

Life is full of uncertainties, the only thing I'm sure is that you're all I want and need in my life. I'm terribly sorry for our situation. I love you baby.

Love,
Karla

7th of December

Dear Vincent,

The past few days are very eventful. We faced lots of challenges. I know we became stronger. Here are some of my favorite messages from you.
You've been so amazing.

Thank you for loving me so much. Nobody ever loved me like you do.

And still, you never fail to make fun of me. LOL

Thanks for the patience, trust and commitment.

I love you so much baby.

Love,

Karla

2nd of December

Dear Vincent,

Sorry for sleeping on you last night. Lately, I've been losing because of the video that you promised. It wasted our time. Instead of having quality time or sexy time, we spent the nights waiting for that video to upload. Hayyy.

I love you even when you fail me.

Love,
Karla