30th of December

Dear Vincent,

It's been a while since I write a letter to you. So many things have happened...

I gained 10 lbs because of the Christmas season. Charot!
Your mum didn't allow you to go back to Korea.
You weren't able to download Skype.
You went out with your office mates.
We spent Christmas together.
We had an awkward moment because we don't want to fight.
We spent lots of time together. <3

I love you so much baby. I'm so blessed to have you.

Love,
Karla

23rd of December

Dear Vincent,

I bet you're having a good day today. I woke you up with some pics. ayyy!

I'm sad today because of the bad news about my inaanak. I'm also sad because of what you feel about your dad. I wanna be there with you to make you feel better. I'm sad when you are sad.

I wanna be with you soon. I love you darling.

Love,
Karla

20th of December

Dear Vincent,

I thank God that you opened up to me. I'm sorry that you thought that I'm not listening to you. I'm really listening love. I'm so sorry :(

I really feel bad right now.

Love,
Karla

19th of December

Dear Vincent,

We just **** **** hahaha!

Finally! You woke up early! I was really sad when I wasn't able to wait for you to wake up yesterday.

Babe, I wasn't able to finish this letter because of the fire alarm. I was really scared. I love you.

Love,
Karla

18th of December

Dear Vincent,

I'm thankful that we have a short but sweet conversation this morning. Mornings are really great when I'm with you.

I was really sick last night. I got scared when you said that you're really tired of us. I understand that you're just tired and upset. What hurt me most is when you said that you can't feel happiness anymore and that you see our relationship as stress. :(

I want to let you know that you always make me happy. I always have time for you. I appreciate all your sacrifices for me, my love. I'm sorry if you don't feel it. I'll be more appreciative.

I love you so much baby. We can make this work.

Love,
Karla

17th of December

Dear Vincent,

I thank God for your safe journey yesterday. I'm glad that you're now with you family. I just want you safe.

Today, we are both sick. LOL. I hope we get better tomorrow. I feel bad that we don't talk these past few days. I feel that you're so far away from me again. I feel sad.

I love you babe.

Love,
Karla

15th of December

Dear Vincent,

We haven't talked much today. I'm really worried baby. I have no idea if you're on your way to LA now or you're still stuck in China. I miss you babe. I just want you safe.

Love,
Karla

13th of December

Dear Vincent,

Happy 13th month yesterday! I remember! LOL.
I love you so much baby love! We are really blessed to have each other.

Love,
Karla

11th of December

Dear Vincent,

I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu! (even when you're super grumpy yesterday)

I was really sad yesterday. I'm glad we are talking now. I really feel bad that you have to stay in the airport lounge. I wonder if you already took a bath. LOL. I'll kiss and hug you even if you're smelly, that's how much I love you. Hahahaha!

A representative from China Eastern went here earlier. She gave the passports of the Pastors with visa. They're going to China on Monday! HUHUHU! I wish I can come with them. But in my mind, I really hope you're not in China by that time.

I can't imagine what you're going through. I'm sorry for all of these. If only I could trade places with you, I would. I love you so much.

Love,
Karla

10th of December

Dear Vincent,

We haven't talk much yesterday and today. Last night you said that you only have $10 left. I'm really worried about you.

It hurts that I can't do anything to help you. I'm so sorry for all these things. I'm praying for your safety. It doesn't matter now if you go here or not. What matters is that you go home safe.

Life is full of uncertainties, the only thing I'm sure is that you're all I want and need in my life. I'm terribly sorry for our situation. I love you baby.

Love,
Karla

7th of December

Dear Vincent,

The past few days are very eventful. We faced lots of challenges. I know we became stronger. Here are some of my favorite messages from you.
You've been so amazing.

Thank you for loving me so much. Nobody ever loved me like you do.

And still, you never fail to make fun of me. LOL

Thanks for the patience, trust and commitment.

I love you so much baby.

Love,

Karla

2nd of December

Dear Vincent,

Sorry for sleeping on you last night. Lately, I've been losing because of the video that you promised. It wasted our time. Instead of having quality time or sexy time, we spent the nights waiting for that video to upload. Hayyy.

I love you even when you fail me.

Love,
Karla

29th of November

Dear Vincent,

I'm talking to you right now, hihi. We are talking about the things we're going to do when you get here. I'M SO EXCITED!!

You just said that either the refund or your parents' money comes first, you'll buy a ticket. I love youuuuuuuuuuuu!

Love,
Karla

27th of November

Dear Vince,

I miss you so much. I've been waiting for your messages the whole day. You kept on saying that you're bored and yet you don't reply to me. I can see in your facebook that you're online. :( I hope that you're fine and doing my portrait. ;)

I love you darling. I hope to see you as soon as you get the refund or the money from your parents. I trust you. I will never give up on us.

Love,
Karla

26th of November

Dear Vince,

Sorry I slept on you last night. I really fought sleep. I'm happy that you finally reached your parents.

I'm trying to use all the words of encouragement so you won't give up on us. I felt really sad when you said that you're on the verge on giving up.

I hope to see you soon baby. December will be our month.

I love you.

Love,
Karla

25th of November

Dear Vince,

This morning was hot. I woke up with your message and I didn't notice that we made love for an hour. LOL.

As of this moment, you're still in China, trying to call your family. I hope they answer. I'm really worried.

Today I got hurt unintentionally. Rev. Kim said he thinks that you're not coming anymore. I know he's wrong. I'll be here waiting for you.

I love you.

Love,
Karla

24th of November

Dear Vince,

I love you so much. Yesterday you asked me if I'm still excited to meet you. Yes darling, I'm always excited to meet you. As of the moment, I don't know if you received the money from your parents yet. I hope your sister help you just in case they wont send.

Sorry for being pushy, maldita, clingy and needy. I just felt bad that I need to beg for you to give me time. I'm happy that you found you green mango shake last night. LOL. Baho mo. I just hope you make time for me too.

I understand what you're going through. I'm not complaining. We have to be more supportive to each other. I miss you darling. I hope we meet each other soon. I love youuuuuuu. Yakappppp.

Love,
Karla

20th of November

Dear Vince,

Last night was hot. LOL. ;)

This morning, I went to Dream Gositel. I made a video on how to go there from Mia Station. I've been preparing for you.

I just wonder why you dont worry as much as I do. Like youre saying that you dont even have a ticket. Hayyy.

I love you!

Love,
Karla

20th of November

Dear Vince,

Last night was hot. LOL. ;)

This morning, I went to Dream Gositel. I made a video on how to go there from Mia Station. I've been preparing for you.

I just wonder why you dont worry as much as I do. Like youre saying that you dont even have a ticket. Hayyy.

I love you!

Love,
Karla

19th of November part 2

Dear Vince,

I'm crying write now while I'm writing this letter. Ang sakit sakit ng puso ko. I'm so sorry that I can't meet you up tomorrow.

I don't know that the camp is overnight. HUHUHU. I was just informed today. I hope you understand me. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita.

I'll see you on Saturday. Please don't get tired of me. I love you so much.

Love,
Karla

19th of Novemeber

Dear Vince,

Last night was depressing. I waited in the cold night of Mia Station only to find out that the flight was cancelled. I'm so sad.

I know you are too. It's my first time to hear the word 'Joder' and 'Tonto' hahaha!
I love you. These trials are just making us stronger. I'm praying for your safety.

See you tomorrow! Thanks for all the effort. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita! I can feel how much you love me too.

Love,
Karla

18th of November

Dear Vince,

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

I already booked a room for you. I'm so worried about you. A while ago, we were talking and now you're not replying from my messages. :(
I hope you're now in the plane. You haven't updated me yet. :(

Please be safe. I miss you so much.

Love,
Karla

16th of November

Dear Vince,

I'm really worried about what happened to you in China. I'm so sorry for having all these hassles.

I swear, I'll make sure that everything will be worth it. Thank you very much for your effort. I feel so loved. You're the best thing that ever happened to me.

I love you so much babe!

Love,
Karla

15th of November

Dear Vince,

I just realized that I forgot to write you a letter yesterday because of too much excitement. Grabeeeee! I can't believe you'll be in Korea later! <3

Maybe you're now in China at the moment. I really really look forward to see you later babe! I love you so much!

Love,
Karla

13th of November

Dear Vince,

It's funny when you talk to me every time go to the toilet. LOL. You randomly like my pictures while sitting in the toilet. How weird is that?

I'm sorry for being too upset yesterday. I really thought you would make an effort to call me. Believe it or not, I really understand you. I know you have to finish lots of things before having a two-month-vacation. I really appreciate all your efforts.

I love you so much. Happy anniversary baby! (in your timezone)

Love,
Karla

12th of November

Dear Vincent,

No collages, no videos, no flowers, no chocolates,  no fancy date, Just love <3

I thank God for giving me someone who wakes up early and sleeps late just to listen to my endless stories everyday. It’s been a year and we haven’t run out of topics to talk about. Thanks for sharing your life with me. It’s marvelous to know that at the end of the day, I have you.

After a year of keeping things just between the two of us, it’s about time to make it public.

Happy Anniversary Vincent! :)

Mahal na mahal kita <3

Love,

Karla

11th of November

Dear Vince,

Happy Pepero Day! I bought a limited edition Pepero pack for youuuu.
It's like Valentine's Day here in Korea. I can't wait to celebrate it with you. <3

Last night you sent a message to my mom. I hope she read it. I really appreciate your efforts baby. I'm so happy to have you.

Usually, I receive lots of presents during events like these. This time it's different. I'm the one giving gifts to my students. It really feels good to see their smile. They said nobody gives them Pepero anymore because they're old. It's a nice feeling to be the reason why they smiled today.

I can't wait to spend time with you and to see your smile everyday. I even downloaded some apps to make a video collage. HAHAHAHAHA! K.

Mahal na mahal kita.

Love,
Karla

10th of November

Dear Vince,

I wasn't able to write a letter because I didn't have the laptop during my day off. It was good because I was able to arrange my closet and wash some clothes. Yay! I also went shopping. Hihi.

The past days have been eventful. We already have the blessings of our parents. <3

Sorry for putting much pressure on you. I was insensitive. I just thought about my mom waiting for your call. I should've thought about how busy you are too. I'm sorry.

I love how we solve our problems. We give each other some space (few minutes) to think and we eventually say sorry to each other. I love our relationship. I love us.

I'm really excited to meet you. Four days to go!

Love,
Karla

7th of November

Dear Vince,

You came to work late today. You woke up with a hang over of what we did last night. I really feel awkward. It's not that I'm not comfortable with you. Maybe I just wanna receive something from you too.

You promised to send one later. And after sending, we will stop whatever we're doing until you get here. I agreed. I hope this make things better.

I love you so much baby.

Love,
Karla

6th of November

Dear Vince,

Last night, you told me that your mum wants to talk to us using Skype. I'm nervous but I really wanna meet them. I realized that we haven't tried Skype ever. I really hope that we talk first before I meet your parents.

I'm still alone in the office today. The pastors are still in the seminar. Today is shocking because a friend saw your ****. OMG. We should really keep them private. It belongs to me, only me.

We didn't talk much last night because you had to go to the pharmacy to buy meds for your mum. That's one of the things I love about you. I can see how much you love your parents. I know that you'll be a good husband and a good father.

I love you Papa!

Love,
Karla

5th of November

Dear Vince,

I woke up with your message saying that your mum is asking same questions with mine. I don't know what to answer to them. Our relationship is unique indeed.

I finally got my Alien Registration Card from the immigration. I thank God Erica joined me. I really had fun. I was thinking about you the whole day. I kept on checking my phone but there's no message. Maybe you're really busy. I hope we can talk tonight.

Let's go back there when you get here. I'm now more confident in commuting. Let's visit some tourist spots and take lots of couple pictures!

I love you babe!

Hugs and kisses,
Karla

4th of November part 2

Dear Vince,

You are working while I'm writing this letter (As usual). I'm not mad nor annoyed. I just worry about your health. I want you to have a good rest. I feel more comfortable knowing that you're home resting.

Today, I finally told Rev Kim that you're my boyfriend. He asked me to prove that my mom is allowing you to visit me. LOL. I told my mom that you're going to stay in Korea for two months. You're very nervous. HAHAHAHA! I'm nervous too. I just cant tell you because I want you to be brave. ;)

Btw, I taught you how to change the color of the cells. You called me savior. LOL. I'm happy when I help you. It's my pleasure. And oh, thanks for buying 20 c*****s. Wahahaha!

I love you even if you're workaholic.

Love,
Karla

4th of November

Dear Vince,

Ten days from now, you'll be wrapped in my arms. I'll shower you with hugs and kisses. We'll do all the things that we wanna do. I'm really excited to meet you.

Eight days from now, we'll celebrate our first anniversary. I'm not expecting grand things from you. I just wanna talk to you, a phone call maybe? I know it's hard for you because you don't have a stable internet at home. It's just a wishful thinking. :) Maybe you'll be busy on that day like the past  weeks. I won't get mad at you. I'll patiently wait for you to go home. I'll send you sweet messages and cute pictures.

I will understand you. I love you baby. This will be the first of many letters that I'll write for you. You told me before that you like letters so I'm making a lot for you. You'll read this at the right time.

I love you so much Vincent ko!


Love,
Karla